On a steel horse I ride
These past few days have not been the best, by a long shot, that I have had and consequently I have been either been moping around or in a particularly foul mood. Having the mp3 player flick between Alicia’s Attic and Iron Maiden can be disconcerting to people who happen to listen in (I must turn down the volume)!
However after yet another long night staring up at the ceiling, this time with a generous amount of Gaymers Cider to help the ol’ brain cells, I have decided that I should stop worrying about those thing that I can no longer control. I have also stopped worrying about the consequences of my conversations with people too; they are going to be upset/happy/angry/bewildered/running-to-the-hills whichever way I decide to roll things – so why bother playing it any other way than straight?
So from today, or last night if you wish to be pedantic, I am just going to play along with the cards that I have been dealt with and stop trying to change things that obviously can’t or won’t be changed. So, to those people I have chatted to recently and who have decided “this is too much now”; I understand and thankyou for all the chats, they have helped me tremendously and I wish you well for the future – and to those still sticking around.. the maudling posts have now stopped!
Consequently the mood today is: Good.
Of course this is helped, a HUGE amount, by the fact that my mate has decided I need to blow some cobwebs out, at insane speeds, and let me have use of his bike this lunchtime!
mp3 player filled with classic Bon Jovi tracks, raybans that fit in the helmet found, and attitude set appropriately. If you wonder what that black blur that just passed you was….